20 December 2011

Rediscovery of love#5 :My fears...

It was the starting of January...The cold had set into the air...But the winter was unable to take away the warmth of my life...Although the fierce frost had made its way into the long nights in which I was always up now...But it had not protruded in yet...It was still at the very verge resting on to see in amazement...Cause I was in love...Again...

It had happened...After bouts of talking over the cellphone we had decided that we already liked each other a lot...It was early winter night,that i had proposed her...Or we had proposed each other for the matter...But that for another night...I am here to discuss something else...Something more subtle... Something that is much more important....

When in love you come to know that it is a feeling which you cannot explain before it has started(Or after it has ended for that matter!!)...You come to realize that being in love is much much better than flirting with all the hot chicks everyday combined...Its just a different feeling...It makes you feel the unexplainable urge of an altogether different kind of happiness...

But when you are in love...And you are giving everything that you have and still you get cheated on...You get depressed...And in depression people do stupid things..(50% work Criminal Lawyers get is due to this phase..!!)...You may feel i am getting off the track a little...But hey!! It had happened with me once...I have dealt with it...And I was here again...In love...

But behind all the macho figure..There was a fear...A fear of being send the same path i was sent the last time...But i was confident to get through...But you know what they say,"Its not a lie,If you believe it!!"...Didn't get it??

'You will!!'

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