College : 12 days

So what can happen in the first 12 days of College??? A lot of things actually.
You might be the one who never wanted to be there. You might like the hostel or might not like it. You can take a junior as a senior or worse a senior as a junior.The girl you liked in the Orientation can leave for a better one or (worse) can be committed to a senior or is just someone who doesn't likes to be in a relationship(I know this seems naive ). In the Positive Interaction sessions you can fight with your seniors, laugh at a senior, can be laughed on, cry in front of them, punch a senior, get pissed off , file an official complaint or be friendly. And you can also be objectified as a loner, a stud, a thoughtful, a thoughtless, a despo, a pervert or just someone who adds fuck in the end of every sentence. You can start to like the place, hate the place , get depressed by it or get fucking overjoyed.  You might like the teachers or be like me who is typing away at 12:30 when the class is going on when my proxy has been done.

By the way ,this is what happened with the people I know.I like the place in a weird kind of way. I sometimes love it, sometimes I  hate it and sometimes I don't know what I feel. I have been said that I am taking it way too seriously.But that is how I am and I don't think I can change that.

I broke down yesterday night. It has been known to happen. That is the reason I am typing away like this after only 4 hours of sleep. I hope I can live with this place, moreover  I wish this place can live with me.  Listening to You and I with a borrowed apple headphone in the Complab has a joy of its own. I want to live with some joys of my own. That is what I expected of this place, and that is what it will give me. When you read the previous line, you might think that I am arrogant or something. But the lines of Shawshank Redemption come to my mind when I do,

Hope is a good thing....Maybe the best of things and no good thing ever dies.