The Weak Lokpal: A footstep as a start of a mountain of reforms

Lokpal Bill has been passed in the Lok Sabha...The bill has some problems,But I am sure you know that...And I am obviously not here to highlight those...I am here with something much more important..Something that we have been able to ignore...A Lokpal is here...And people know it is here...People are gonna hear to everything that ever comes in relation of a Lokpal...And that is very important...Corruption will be slightly altered by this..I say slightly because of various reasons...

The first is that it is a first step..We are here at the footsteps of the huge mountain of reforms that is in front of us...This mountain may seem too huge to you,And the footstep too small...But remember it is still a footstep...!! And that has come after creating such Hue and Cry..After creating such political flutter...After so many fasts by Anna Hazare...You may be fed by news papers right now that his clout is on a steep fall...But his clout is alright...And he is the reason we have this 'weak Lokpal Bill'...Next elections in 2014 the improvement into this bill will be in the Manifesto of the Political Parties...NO Doubt...

Now the Low Turnout at MMDRA is much talked about...The low turnout in this fasting season was so due to three main reasons..."Winters are here!!!"...Yeah ,"Surprise!!Surprise!!"...Although it may be not snowing out here at Mumbai,But it is winter alright...The second reason is that this time the fast started on a normal working day...Yes...This is quite different from what has happened on the previous instances...And the third is that people think that a Lokpal is being tabled in the Parliament...The believe is if the parliament is discussing something then it is just not worth it...And that has in a lot of way helped the ruling Congress government...It has reduced the numbers and has helped the government get a fallacious believe that Anna has lost his credibility...And I have not seen many news reporters highlight this...They seemed most of the time the government way...Well the credibility of the UPA has fallen drastically...That I am sure of...It will be visible in the UP elections...NO DOUBT...

Now coming back to the passing of the bill...Walkout by BSP,SP and RJD to show there boycott for the 'Weak Lokpal Bill' was a farce...It was a well planned move...BSP and SP both cannot afford to vote for this bill...They cannot go out in UP elections and tell that they supported a bill which Anna was opposing...So they played a master move ....They 'protested' a walkout...Saanp bhi margaya aur Laathi bhi nahi tooti...The bill was passed because of this...(Else government would have been quashed had they voted against the motion instead of a walkout..)...And they got a weak bill(which they obviously wanted...Without a 'CBI'...) without their getting credit for the same...Well the response of the Netaji(Mulayam Singh) was the most interesting...He said when asked by the reporters the reason for the walkout...First he replied,"Don't you know why we did a walkout??" ...After being pressed further he said,"I will tell you afterwards about it..."...Now that is a very lame....

And coming to RJD...I don't need to say anything on the purpose...You know how it is with Lalu Prasad Yadav Ji...Right??

And Yes...Rajya Sabha is still to pass the bill...People will debate...Amendments will come...And Govt. has to get the numbers in the Rajya Sabha...Lets see what happens... :)..And Annaji is unwell...May god give him good health and a long life...He has many more battles to fight...JAI HIND....

"I went to Jail with Anna when Lokpal was to be passed.."

Got really excited today about JailBharo...Registered on jailchalo.com..Was on the 7'th cloud about being contributing something to the andolan(Other than blogging and tweeting)...But then I got a reality check...A FB friend messaged me...

"Jail Bharo!! Are you serious??(He had read my status update)...",He asked me

"Ya!!"..I said

"No one will go..."

"People will go...Many are registering...Haven't you seen?? 28984 already..",I was not liking him at all till now...

"But that is out of 1.2 billion Indians..Too low man!!"

"From when all of India started using Net..?? A very small fraction does..."

"Ya..That may be True...But all who are registered will not go...!! I am right on this..."

"Ya...That is...But some will.."

"Na..The one's who have registered will not go...Actually they will blog and tweet from their homes again..Even that day.."

After that I could not reply to him...But people were ready to go to jail the last time,I am musing...

Then it struck me again...It is the crowds that does the trick...

You may be thinking "How??"...Let me explain...

Although people say,"I don't follow the crowd...I do what I think is right..."

But the reality is people do what they 'think' the crowd is not doing...They want to be different and they want to contribute to the agitation..

I replied my friend again..."The crowd will do the trick man...And besides people want to create history here...They want to say to their children and grandchildren,"I went to Jail with Anna when Lokpal was to be passed..(That will happen...Believe me...!!)"

Bill without any 'Will'

I was stupefied by the debate that took place in LokSabha yesterday...Saw a lot of Civics lessons (Constitutional Propriety, Supremacy of the parliament and other such stuff) being taught....And came to know why India is not winning any Oscars in Acting...

Huh...!!!!

You look a little surprised....(Are you thinking,"How is that related to LokSabha??"..Read on my friend!!)...The reason is that all the wonderful actors have been lost to our dear parliament...Few men approached the well of the house(To the speaker) and demanded the reservation for Minorities in very well rehearsed slogans...And then in a matter of few hours a news flash comes up..."Cabinet has succumbed to the demand of reservation in Lokpal"...Huh!!

Have to say that was quick...Too quick to have been done in extempore...(You know the speed of our politicians right?? They have taken 42 years to bring the Lokpal bill..I would have been my happy self if they had taken at-least 42 hours to ponder through this...But that won't happen...U.P. Elections are coming..Ahem.Ahem...Yeah you are right in thinking what you are...But I did that cause I have cold...:p )

Now they didn't talk a lot about CBI yesterday...Let me tell you why...Have a look at this list...http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_politicians_in_India_charged_with_corruption ...You will find an extraordinary rate of Acquittals of Ruling party...That is why CBI should come under the Lokpal(Only its Anti corruption Wing)...It will bring equality in that list(Some of ruling party and some of Non Ruling party...Same Same...And besides out Constitution guarantees "Right to equality"...So let it prevail...)

And those parliamentarians who argue that "Team Anna is dictating terms and conditions to the parliament"...Well Sweet Heart come out of illusions...They are just explaining you what is better(CBI out of Govt. clout is by commonsense better)...But the political class is just like that obstinate child who wants KismiBar even when its production has been stopped...They should come to understand that KismiBar's time is over...Ab to Bournville ka zamana hai...Give us something better than what we want...

So a prompt request to all the Great Indian Parliament...Please don't stall the parliament over petty issues...We might look foolish to you,but we are not...You cannot change our course of mind by such cheap  tactics...We want a powerful anti-corruption  Ombudsmen(Lokpal)...Give us that...

And I don't need to tell you what happens to obstinate children..Right??


(This blog is  authors personal views...And showing insensitivity to the plight of any depressed class is not the motive of this post...)

Why I like Kejriwal??

I recently had a chance to meet with a few old men,if you may please...They were talking about one man whom they had a brief chance of knowing....One person whom they loathed at a stage of their life(Due to certain reasons!!) and have now come to respect him immensely(Due to the same reasons!!)

This man's name is Arvind Kejriwal...Naam to suna hi hoga(You would have heard the name!!)...A Magsaysay award winner...A social activist fighting for transparency in Government ... This man was once Commissioner of IRS(Indian Revenue Services)...And these old men worked as his subsidiary officers...

They described him as a,"Naa khaata hai,Na khaane detaa hai "(Neither he eats,Nor he lets anyone eat.)(If you know what i mean!!) type of Commissioner...A person in who's cabin you cannot enter without an appointment...He was the only Commissioner who's door man was "unusually poor"...(Now that is rare!! )And a person who would direct to carry raids on businessmen without any hesitation...A person who was responsible for increasing the revenue of IRS many folds...And that is why they disliked him...He was hitting him on their stomach...And he was transferred due to the same reason...

"Wo samajhte nahi the!!"(He never understood the corrupt system...),they say...But didn't he???

He understood a hell lot better than any one of these men...

He is the sole reason for the whole JanAndolan that is going on right now....Anna Hazare is important,No doubt...But it is Kejriwal's leadership that has brought the movement to this status...Arvind rightly believed that for people it is much easier to follow an old,short height, frail man....who is fasting....Than to follow him...If you have been following JanLokpalAndonal(JLP) ...Then you would know that from the interviews of the various volunteers,"Arvind Ji doesn't likes late work...","Arvind Ji is a very good leader,We work under his guidance..."..

Like someone said,"It's not the face but the brain that is more important"(Sorry to disappoint the good looking one's.. :p)..It is he who is more important...He is young(43), very young by Indian Standards...He has the undoubted potential to be the Indian political face that this country is lacking(I feel that way...I have just turned 18 and i don't feel any political party deserves to voted into power...)And he has a great potential of forming a party that will go on to challenge the likes of Congress and the BJP(Although he has denied any political ambitions...But I seriously hope he has some...Our country seriously lacks an effective leader)...

Now there are people who try to malign him (I am not taking any names here..)...Saying,"He has political ambitions.."(And seriously they make it sound so wrong as if he has intentions to rape someone!!)..I mean come on...Get over yourself...Our dear Constitution gives us the right to have political aspirations....

Coming back to the JLP....Every party is trying their best to support TeamAnna(It makes them feel clean,for gods sake!!) in their JanLokpal Demands...People are giving out eloquent speeches...But it all settles to this,"History is being created right now...You may deny it if you want to...And I feel in this part of the history Arvind Kejriwal had an undeniably huge role...."

And i forgot the old men you may think!!...But I have them in my mind..They told me they never came into the job to be corrupt...They didn't had the will and strength to fight this...They were forced into this circle...But Arvind had that will and that is why they respect him...And that is why I like him....And I hope you like him too...He may just be the only leader one day,I can volunteer and vote for...

(This blog is authors personal views)

Dropping for CLAT...

If you are reading this article I am assuming that you are preparing for CLAT(And I am assuming you are not sensitive to Blasphemy...You can find some of it...)...And you have an unwarranted(or warranted)dream to study law in one of best Law Schools of this country...So allow me to tell you that it is a dream you and I share...

Dropping an year for CLAT is one is of the sordid investments(Abhinav ji Jindabad!!) i have done...Its one of the few thing in my life that i will never go on to recommend to anyone(Ever!!)...By this I do not mean to say in any way that preparing for CLAT is not worth it...It surely is(That's why I am doing it..)...It's just that at 18.5 there are other things to do which are much more fun...!! If you know what I mean...

The reason is that preparing for CLAT is something that you can easily do when you are in your class 12...You don't need to drop a year to prove that you are f***ing sincere !!! But if you do...You will waste an year which could have been invested in a better way...Now Please allow me to explain my point...

The preparation consists of 4 parts...English,Reasoning(Legal & Logical),Current Affairs and Maths...

If you are in Class 12 you will finish your course as soon as you can!!(Come on!! You are thinking about the examinations that are chasing your ass...And the different papers that schools take prior to that...PrePrePrelims,PrePrelims,Prelims and then your Limbs(Boards)!!)...And you are sincere(I have to get good marks in Boards and similar crap that you are feeding yourself with..If you know what I mean...)...You will try to read TheHindu everyday...The week you miss it...You will sit on Sundays to finish the backlog...
You will solve R.S.Aggarwal or M.K. Pandey for Logical...LexisNexis for Legal while in your School Bus...In any free period...Or whenever God can grace you with some time...

Lemme drop some light on what you will do if you are a dropper...You will sit back and hear to songs...You will hear to bands and Singers about whose existence you were unaware of previously...Then you will also read Novels(If you are that kind)...And sometimes after finishing one,you will realize that the author was someone you have never heard of before!!! But you will do it simply because you think it's good for your English(RC)...Then you will go on to read endless articles...You will start with TheHindu.com...Then you will slowly in a matter of weeks,find out that even other newspapers exist...So you will try them out(You have lots of time..For gods sake!!)...Then you will even start reading lengthy reports of Tehelka...After the end of each one you will find an Intriguing matter that has never been covered in any media...

You will do every book that you can solve on reasoning and every sheet you can lay your hands on...You will make a CA notebook and finish it to its very core...Thus in the end you will be prepared to give CLAT...

Both of these people will get selected in CLAT...I have very less doubt about it....

But what is the point in wasting an year...?? I don't know...

You may be thinking,"You ranting so much...Why didn't you take advice yourself...??"....Well i didn't get the chance to give CLAT when I was in class 12...I will tell you the full story if we ever meet...Will be a good one...You can bet on that!!!

And yes...Planning to meet each one of you at an NLS...Tada!!

(Any type of Ranting and verbal abuse..Death threats are allowed on this post...NO prosecution will be brought against those who do..So rant on...No moderation of comments will happen because I don't believe in "Kapilisation"...And do share your experiences...!! )

Rediscovery of love#5 :My fears...

It was the starting of January...The cold had set into the air...But the winter was unable to take away the warmth of my life...Although the fierce frost had made its way into the long nights in which I was always up now...But it had not protruded in yet...It was still at the very verge resting on to see in amazement...Cause I was in love...Again...

It had happened...After bouts of talking over the cellphone we had decided that we already liked each other a lot...It was early winter night,that i had proposed her...Or we had proposed each other for the matter...But that for another night...I am here to discuss something else...Something more subtle... Something that is much more important....

When in love you come to know that it is a feeling which you cannot explain before it has started(Or after it has ended for that matter!!)...You come to realize that being in love is much much better than flirting with all the hot chicks everyday combined...Its just a different feeling...It makes you feel the unexplainable urge of an altogether different kind of happiness...

But when you are in love...And you are giving everything that you have and still you get cheated on...You get depressed...And in depression people do stupid things..(50% work Criminal Lawyers get is due to this phase..!!)...You may feel i am getting off the track a little...But hey!! It had happened with me once...I have dealt with it...And I was here again...In love...

But behind all the macho figure..There was a fear...A fear of being send the same path i was sent the last time...But i was confident to get through...But you know what they say,"Its not a lie,If you believe it!!"...Didn't get it??

'You will!!'

Rediscovery of love#4 :The Unofficial Date

If you have ever been in a relationship(Or tried to be in a relationship) during your school days,you know how it is...The first meeting outside the school with a person you secretly like..Is always termed as the first 'Date' in the loved corner of your memories...So is the case with me...

We had met at a friends birthday treat..A small restaurant was located by the first lane of the school...It was called 'Donald's'...And we had coerced the birthday boy to give the treat there,two days ago...

She was absent from school that day...And I was not expecting to see her...But there she was...And man was a surprised...!!! A smile must have spread on my face unconsciously on finding her there...Cause she had winked(her signature wink!!)at me to acknowledge my presence...

Before this I had always seen her in the 'Navy Blue' Salwaar Suit,The School dress...I always used to tease her by calling her 'Mahila Police'...But not today...Today she was wearing a black dress with a denim capris paired with black stilettos ...

"Do i look like Mahila Police now??",Her first question after standing by my side...meanwhile the others were deciding on what to order...
"Nope...You have lost the only resemblance.. "...I was smiling at my own sentence...And she was smiling at the look on my face...
"Don't call me that again..Got it??"
"Perfectly...Never again...By the way,Why didn't you come to school today??"
"Oh...I missed out on bus today...Overslept.."
"Glad you did!!"..I was smiling...
"Beta,It's not our date...Lets talk amongst all!!"
"Let it be...I don't mind!!"...
"Hmm...Very sweet...Lets go...."..
She was smiling during the entire course of the party...This might have been the least i have ever said at a treat...No jokes...No pranks...But still my face was lit up with a smile that was not ready to go....Now what can i say about it...
It might just look to you that i am immature...I am too happy at the small trifles that life throws at me...But i think,"Why not be that way...Why not be someone too happy at something little...Something that can lead to an aperture of love...Which is always significant.."

In between she left for a minute...And then returned...I came to know the reason later...
She handed me a tissue which said:

"This place and Date?? Are you crazy??"

A Lookback

Today,I was not gonna write anything...I was firm on that...But something happened that I was forced to...It was not a major event that i could have remembered...It was just something that had always happened..But I was just not there to look at it...

Today I was sitting on the balcony of my house...Would have been around 1 or something...The sun was warm and I was not quite interested to go on with the Reasoning problems that i had promised myself to solve...

I was staring blankly at my neighbors little kid who was sitting on his door...He was crying...He had a long drawing book on his lap and was still trying to draw a piece...He looked explicitly sad..That anyone could have easily guessed...But then suddenly some noise disturbed him...A smile spilled over his face...And i was surprised by the mixture of tears with that smile...

An Airplane was passing over...A swooping sound crossed my ears...And i looked up with a smile...A few neighboring kids joined him in the pursuit ...They ran for it with there full will...As if they can follow it...The laughter on there faces was something that i couldn't explain in words..."Oye!! Oye !! Plane hai!!Plane!!" ...

It had been long since I had seen such a transformation...I suddenly came to realize how much i miss doing that...Running after the plane that i could not catch...Playing with the sand that was not mine...Jumping from the floor of that Old house in our locality...Digging up the land with a piece of some wooden plank...I just miss the senselessness...I miss the life that i so much liked...And i don't know how that is related to my blog...But i do miss my childhood...Like many of you would be doing too...

Just hope that i would be able to get enough idle time to sit again in my balcony...And again watch some lost forgotten wonder of childhood...

(But i don't think that would come true very soon...CLAT notifications are out...And i have a lot of ass to cover..)

Rediscovery of love#3 ---The first spark

"Wazzup??",She messaged me one night...
"Nothing..Staring at the page of a book...",I said
"Staring?? It's not FHM magazines cover that you will stare at it...:p"
"Huh...How can you say?",..I was amazed...
"You are not that type :p"
"That's just mean.. :("
"Ohk...Mr. Studious...Don't be sad now...Study...I am not stopping you...Bye.."...
"This is bad...First you disturb me and when i am disturbed...Then you say "Bye"...:("
"Ole..Ole..I am here..What's the matter studious boy...You have started talking with girls at night...What's the matter...?? :p"
"Hawwwwwww...Chi Chi Chi...Such dirty thinking...:p"
"I don't even have a dirty mind..;)"
"I know...I was talking about my own faults ;)",I said...
"Hey,Stop messaging that winking smiley...I am a 'Good girl' :p"
"So what is the good girl doing right now??"
"Just talking to a 'Good boy'..;)"
"Oohk...Hmm..."..
....
....
....
And then it went on for a few more minutes...But the first spark was already here...It was there for me to put some paper up and catch some fire...And man was I on it!!

I want to state an unstated chronicle of human behavior here...However large may be the chances of a sad future,an optimist always hopes for the best.Beneath my hard skin of the sad and a love broke lay a blatant optimist...He was lying dormant until now.But was ready for a test of fire...The fire was about to burn him or just set him free for ever...Then as always i repeated the line of hope for myself,"Hope will come only when you will hope for it"...And i was hoping...

Rediscovery of love#2

Although i had learned something from my previous encounters...A Girlfriend is just like Common Cold..It is annoying,Doesn't lets you sleep and has no cure...But despite the huge amount of education i had given myself about the various drawbacks of having it...i was failing myself...And she was the reason for my failure...


She was a little shorter than me...But you will never notice that on the first go...Your eyes would never shift from her flawless face...Which always had a saint like smile on it...And i was like an atheist who was gonna be a shisya...I was like a man suffering from Cold who was enjoying the stuck up nose for he believed the air was quite polluted...(I know the description is not pretty,But that's how i feel now!!)


It started off like it always starts...We had exchanged numbers...We had started messaging those stupid jokes that you always have in your Inbox..
(An English professor wrote the words, "Woman without her man is nothing" on the blackboard and directed his students to punctuate it correctly.
The men wrote: "Woman, without her man, is nothing."
 The women wrote: "Woman: Without her, man is nothing.")
She would say,"You are Prejudiced"
I would say,"I am right!!"..

She would laugh...And i would love it..She had a very characteristic laughter..Two dimples would appear on her beautiful face and she would make no attempt to make it go easily...A Kiss curl would slide down her face and she would let it stay there...That always made me speechless...Then she would stare at me in a comical disbelieve and then wink at me...Again leaving me in a myriad corner which had no getaway...

Silent Love

A silent life...Is all i want...
Some silent moments of some love to flaunt...
Something silent that might just love me...
Something somewhere that just can't hurt...
Among some sort of people of whom i haven't heard...
Cause all i remember is just noise and pain...
And i no longer want to live this life in vain...
And thus i want that silent remedy...
Let it be my ode to silence and let it love me...
And i don't want anything to hurt anymore...
And i don't want a drug that just hides pain...
I don't want something superficial to curb this strain...
I just want love with just no pain...
Do tell me if you get it...Do tell me where it lives...
Cause i wanna love and that's how i wanna live....

AMRI

AMRI is trending on the top on twitter right now...For a reason...
Because it happened today yet again...Just another fire at another hospital...The same story all over again...No proper Fire equipment...No safety door...No fire Alarm...No site map for the Fire Men to start rescue... No Nothing...
Even most of the hospital staff ran away from the spot as soon as the fire broke out...Leaving the Fire Brigade with a tough task of managing to enter the hospital with no site map...And with most of the floor doors locked...Patients were helped out with the help of ropes because most of the stairs were locked...The windows could not be opened(Locked again)...Leaving the only way of smashing through the windows...This is the level of Callousness that could possibly occur..
If this was US it would have been the end of the governor(the C.M. equivalent out here) ..But in the largest democracy Mamta Bannerjee came out with the announcement of compensation of 2 lakhs to the dead(Later increased to 4L)...A little less for the grievously injured....And the canceled license of the Hospital...And the suspension of a few Junior officers...The great Indian Buck Passing...
90+ dead in a matter of minutes...There only fault was being born in the largest democracy of the world where the hospital authorities can get any site map passed.Just any one until and unless a few wad of notes go with it.Safety inspectors on inspection do it by sitting in an A.C. room...Filling up a few forms and going with the usual "Hafta"...This wouldn't change...Torts would be filed in the courts...The decision would come when my children would be of the age i am now(I am 18)...
Uphaar Tragedy has already set the precedent for the cost of the normal Indian Life..7.5 -10 L...That is how it will be...
And for the record...It has slided down to #3 on twitter...Will be out till tomorrow...Like always people will forget...And it will be all left to just another case which had no result until most forget what it was in the first place...

Rediscovery of love-#1

My life history,like everyone else's life history has a few dismal parts.Some glitches and some coherent difficulties always remain in some corner.Sometimes ignored...And sometimes fully celebrated...It demeans my inner freedom and stops it from just coming out.It had a starting.
It all started 2 years back.I was still in school.After being a month long absentee at school due to my profound illness i had finally became regular.Many of my friends had left the school after passing Class 10.And i was left the one solitary.People whom i had ignored for a long time.Or those who had never been the one's who had anything common with me but were now the one's i had to befriend...And man was i on it!!
My new bunch of buddies was an already mature group of friends in which i was slowly inculcated.It was a fast yet steady starting...
Then something began what i had promised myself not to begin again...But it was here...It was staring at me in the eye with a sense of dry drunkenness..And i was getting lost in it... Don't forget that it was something that i was abstaining from due to my previous encounter with it...It was something that i didn't require(I had told myself that)...But still it had its own anxiety that i somehow craved...Somehow i wanted that to happen...And it did...Love once again was at my door...Knocking on the hedge...And i was too lost in its eye to look at the other direction...And too stupid to just shoo it away...
Before i go on i must mention why did i have a desire to let it go(Although i found myself lacking in it)...It was just i had come to know one thing about myself...Something that many of you might have felt and heard...But only a few of you had ever admitted...Love makes you blind...That's it...It takes away the innate desire i have of control...It makes me believe infinitely into the person that i love...That is what i dislike about Love...I wished i ever had something average with my previous encounters...Something shallow perhaps...That wouldn't have hurt as much when it ends....But it had started again..And i had no control over it...

Leave out

Close down all the doors to the barren lands..

And leave all the burdens off your hands

Leave all the ransoms for the one who care

And leave all the jargons for the one who stare

And leave all, just to move on free

And just get out to a life long spree

Leave all the beauties to help themselves

And throw all the fancies off your shelve

Roam out free and roam out alone

Leave all the standouts on your own

Just move on to something new

To something that matters to you…

Leave to yourself That long awaits

Just leave to your long lasting fate…

Look Aloud

Look aloud and hear in a gaze...
i have lifted up my wings and i am ready for this faze...
storm blows sharply,yet i wont go back..
this is my first flight folks...and i am not yet ready to pack..
i have picked up my wings...and i am now standing on the edge..
and now my deamons haunt me...
i fear to tipoff by a nudge...
i feel the death of failure..now i just wanna dive...
when i will fly over the desperate ocean..
thats when i will feel alive...
i have worked too hard...now i feel this strive...
i open my wings now...now come and see me fly...
i have beaten all the bastards...now i love the sky...

Ek Phool...

ek phool gira tha aangan mein...
aangan ko kosa kartein hain...
gir hi pada,wo tha pyar mera...
is gam ko dhoya kartein hain...
par yaad na aayi usko meri,ye baat satati hai mujhko...
jismein jeevan maan liya usne tha,kaise usko hi bhula diya???
kya oos jeevan ki yaad mein,wo bhi tarsa karti hai???
mujhko to hai tees badi,uske khone ka ehsaas bada...
kya usko bhi mujhko khone ka,koi dard sunai deta hai???
uski khushiyon ka wo sukh na raha,uske dardon ki rut bhi gai...
kya usko bhi mere sukh-dukh ka wo maun sunai deta hai???
uske hasne ki hai yaad badi,uske rone ka hai dard bada...
kya usko bhi meri susrahat ka wo lafz sunai deta hai???
us phool ke girne ki aandhi ab bhi shor machati hai kaanon mein,
kya usko bhi iske girne ka koi shor sunai deta hai??
uske khush rehne ki hai aas badi,uski khushiyon ka hoga harsh bada,
kya usko bhi meri khushiyon ki koi dua sunai deti hai...
ek phool gira tha aangan mein...
aaj bhi na jaane kyun...aangan ko hi kosa kartein hain...

Flight

Look aloud,and hear in a gaze..
I have lifted up my wings, I am ready for this faze...
Storm blows on,yet i won't just back!!!
This is my first flight folks...I am not yet ready to pack...
I have picked up my wings...And I am now standing on the edge...
And now my daemons haunt me...I fear tip off by a nudge..
I feel the death of failure...Now i just wanna dive...
When i fly over this desperate ocean...That's when i will feel alive...
I have worked hard,Now i feel this strive...
I open my wings...Now come and see me fly...
I have beaten all the bastards...Now i love the sky...

Break Up

All that we love is what is smooth and on...

All we detest is just a bit of scorn...

But what of the things that we love to hate..??

And all that we cannot leave just to its fate..??

What can we do of the love long gone??

Of that dream of the dusk and the romance of the dawn..

All what we cherished, but now hate just the same..

What can we do of the gallons of its shame..??

What can we do of the bruises that are healed..??

But whose itch can still be feeled...

What about the ending of that dream with that happy feeling...??

And the hate that now rests with the pain of the healing...

What about the wounds that we just don't want to make up...

And what about the love left even after breakup...??

And now late do I realize that smooth love has been lost...

All that is left is its vision in the frost...